Sunday, December 27, 2009
Time?
Sunday, December 13, 2009
My Life Today...
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Today in my life..
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Scary Venting........
Saudi Women’s Activists launch the “Black Ribbons Campaign” on November 6th
Monday, November 2, 2009
We love Opera
On Sunday we went to see Salome.. one act but what a great opera.. the music.. Nadja Michael was incredible in her San Francisco Opera debut in the title role as Saline, opposite returning artists Kim Begley (Herod) and Greer Grimsley (Jokanaan). It was really great.
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Aw.. Today 10.24.09
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Rainy Days and Rainy Nights
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Manpulated Photo Art
A Day at The Opera
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Monday, September 7, 2009
so great to just be........
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Healthcare
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Death Is Painful For We Who Must Go On...
Saturday, August 22, 2009
J'nai
I was just given a wonderful gift.. this summer I was privileged to work with a vary gracious young woman who was a student working in our Emergency Room.. you know, a lot of times we get young college kids who really have no idea how the world turns.. and certainly not any idea how to deal with sick patients.. but not this time.. this lovely young black woman was amazing.. she jumped in with both feet.. did every thing that she was asked with a smile.. created all the reports she was asked to, with only minor direction and ideas from our manager and our director.. worked shoulder to shoulder with me at the front desk of the ER.. no complaints.. she greeted every patient with respect and dignity.
You don’t find this very often.. this is a situation where some would freeze up, and not be able to face it, and some were only able to do it one day.. she was very quick to pick up the process of getting the patient checked in, and depending on the need.. instantly working with me without being asked, so that one of us would get the patient right to the nurse, and the other would get the paper work completed.. so that patients that were in dire need (heart attack, shortness of breath, etc.) did not wait, but got care right away.. it was like she had worked their beside me for years, not days.
This is a normal process for me and my other coworkers.. she picked it up the second day.. she had our programs down cold.. she was not put off by the assault to her senses, that one gets in emergency room situations.. working hand and hand with myself, our nurses, our nurse manager, and our emergency room director, she was incredible.
I am only writing this because this is usually not the case.. we get some great students during the summer, but not that fit so well into the team.
This young twenty-one year old is now a senior at Lincoln University in Pennsylvania, doing her last year, majoring in journalism, with a minor in Spanish. She will be truly missed by all of our staff.. sometimes you get kids that just sit and surf the net.. putting in time and getting a small check.
Not J’nai, she worked right beside us, went the extra mile every day.. we will not forget..
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Tears From The Stone
Sometimes the day is just too hard.. sometimes being the rock to lean on is almost beyond what I feel capable of.. after being the rock, yet again, where do I get what I need to go on...
The rock can never cry.. the rock can never show weakness.. the rock must always be solid and strong.. but how long can the rock go on before it cracks, splits and breaks.. no longer strong.. no longer solid.. no longer able to hold back the tears..
Tears From The Stone..
Love is painful...
Monday, August 10, 2009
Circles
Circles within circles.. Safe Places, within Chaos.. It has been many years since I belonged to a Circle. It is very difficult to live without the companionship and comfort of a Circle to stand with me.. to hold me..
I seek those who believe as I do.. I need them.. I need them more now that I am much older.. Time is passing.. I need the strength, and comfort of those who follow the Goddess as I do. It may be that I am asking for more than I can have, it seems so.. yet still, I seek it.. I am old, lonely, and tired, tired of most men and their macho attitudes.. I want to belong to a Circle without men.. I need the comfort and peace and companionship that I have known, but have been missing for so many years..
A Circle can bring peace.. created and enclosing a person or a group, as a safe space to worship.. It can bind a couple together in love.. a Circle is like a wedding ring, without beginning or end..
Yes, Circles within circles.. Safe Places, within Chaos..
Monday, August 3, 2009
Just Thinking
Where does time go?
Just a question.. Because if I go to work, time goes by just the same as the day before, or the last day I worked.
If I stay home sick.. I blink my eyes and it's Noon. One more blink, and my wife is home from work and it's five o'clock.
So, what happens.. time moves fairly slow at work and speeds up if I stay home?
What's up with that? Just how does that work? I stay home, and at Noon, I look at myself and say, "I could have gone to work.. was I really too sick to go to work?" Then I stand up and almost fall down.. as the world spins.. and I go, "Maybe not."
But, ninety percent of the time.. I go to work. I just can't stay home, and feel OK about it.
I only got two things from the father that raised me: first, my love of various music.. and second, my work ethic.
So, on the dark side of my humor.. What's the difference between a duck?
One Leg Is Both The Same...
See, told you.. dark humor...
And, Just something to think about..
If feet is the plural of foot, (meaning 2) If you have 2 feet.. Do you have 4 foots??? Think About It...
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Rein Has Returned
Grandmother Moon has risen above me in the darkness..
And she sheds Her silver light around me..
And my tears shine as diamonds in her light...
Her Tears fall in the mists of evening...
Cleansing the wounds of my heart..
She brings some peace to my soul...
She holds me against Her breast..
And suckles me..
And my heart that was torn is mended...
Out of the darkness..
She brings my Brother back to me..
I had lost him along the path..
Now that part of me that was torn away..
She has returned..
The pain in my heart is but memory...
With out Him i was but shadow..
Now there is a peace..
Now Rein has returned...
Sunday, July 26, 2009
A New Priestess for Quaia
Friday, July 24, 2009
Outrage With Our Health Care System
Why can't people get it? We need health care reform.. we need to come together, and make things happen.. I am almost 65, and I want to be able to get health care, and be able to pay for it for myself and my wife.. I think I will be able to pay for our health care with what retirement I receive.. but that means that my wife will have to cover food and taxes.. and we are the lucky ones.. there are so many people throughout our country with no health care.. what about them.. what if they require meds to just survive? We as a people can't just not see their need..
It is well established that the countries with health care for everyone live longer.. We need to let our Senators and Congressmen looking it this most important issue.. no matter which side of the Isle they sit on.. Republican or Democrat... How often do we need to see people die, because they don't have health care? How do we turn a blind eye to that? The time is NOW!!
Thursday, July 23, 2009
20:58 on 07.23.09
I like the dark.. it is where I am most comfortable.. I am so tired all the time now.. it makes it hard on me.. I want to be awake when it is quite and peaceful.. and sleep during the hated sun light. I feel so old.. always in pain.. can't stand for any length of time.. I had a knee replacement.. yet I still have pain from the surgery in my calf.. if I twist the wrong way.. sit with my left leg over my right.. the calf pain comes.. it will go away fairly quickly, but it is an irritant that I just don't need.
It is hard to get up and move.. some times the pain doesn't go away immediately and I am afraid I will fall. The right leg is stronger now than the left.. but there is still pain...
Sometimes I don't think my legs will hold my weight.. You know, I keep on going to work, even though I am in pain.. it is the way I have always done it.. just try to ignore the pain.. People look at you and don't know you are in pain.. unless you step wrong and show some outward sign.. I have hidden pain so long that people don't even know its there. But it is still there.
I would like to have just one day without pain.. I guess that is asking a lot.. there is a lot of pain. Every socket joint.. (wrists, ankles, knees, shoulders, elbows, and sometimes a hip) I just keep going.. I live with pain, as if it were a brother.. Just ignore it and eventually you won't feel it anymore.. RIGHT?..
Gawd... I can't even lie down and have one leg over the other, and get up and not feel all my strength flow out through my legs and out the soles of my feet.
When does it stop? When does the pain stop? Now the newest thing.. put pressure on say an elbow.. it goes to sleep, and I have to use vigorous movement to get the dead feeling to go away... What next? Now my eyes are crossing, and I can barely see to type.. so I'll stop for tonight... I didn't think I would ever say it, but I love my Mac.. well now the sleep meds, so I don't stare at the walls all night.. oh and the sleep apnea mask so i keep breathing..... what a life....
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
International Literacy Day
Objective:
On International Literacy Day each year, UNESCO reminds the international community of the status of literacy and adult learning globally.
September 8 was proclaimed International Literacy Day by UNESCO on November 17, 1965. It was first celebrated in 1966. Its aim is to highlight the importance of literacy to individuals, communities and societies. On International Literacy Day each year, UNESCO reminds the international community of the status of literacy and adult learning globally. Celebrations take place around the world.
Some 774 million adults lack minimum literacy skills; one in five adults is still not literate and two-thirds of them are women; 72.1 million children are out-of-school and many more attend irregularly or drop out.
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Posted: July 20, 2009 07:06 PM
Why Visiting Pompeii Has Me Thinking About the Smoke Billowing Out of Our Economic Mt. Vesuvius
POMPEII -- I was in Pompeii a couple of days ago. Walking around the ancient city, reading up on its history, and thinking of its people -- wiped out in 79 A.D. by a volcanic eruption -- has me thinking a lot about warning signs.
Warning signs fall into two categories: those that are recognized while there is still time to heed the warning, and those that are acknowledged as "warning signs" only after the fact, when it's too late to do anything but sift through the ashes and wonder why we didn't do something when we had the chance.
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Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Did Anyone Survive the War?
I read in Tom Sebourns BLOG an article:
By Richard Klass at the Huffington Post . This is a must read for anyone who really wants to understand what happens to those who Serve. Thanks Tom.. for posting this most insightful article.. i served 4 years in the service during the Vietnam conflict.. I was never in country.. but some of my friends now were.. HERO's ALL.. we are not just touched by the war itself.. but by the aftermath. I now serve all those who served in all our conflicts.. the most incredible men and women were from WWII.. their spirits are beautiful.. Men and Women returned from Vietnam, but as Charlie Daniels sings they are 'STILL IN SAIGON'.. I see them every day at my job.. some cope.. others are too broken.. they take drugs to forget or they drink to forget.. but the demons still come.. now to the horror of it all... when a 23 year old girl comes to me to check in for Psych.. after coming home from a tour in Iraq.. it brings the tears.. our children.. are torn, broken, and bleeding.. and it's not just their bodies.. we can fix some of their bodies.. we can't take away the dreams.. the haunted eyes..